The Courage to Begin … Featuring my NEW friend :Sally G.

There is so much to say on this subject I don't even know where to start (no pun intended) ... this may also be filed under TMI (too much information). 

This is purely a selfish post... like Valerie Bertinelli in her weight loss goal (with Jenny Craig in case you missed the reference).  Sometimes you need to validate publicly to make it real, put it behind you, for acceptance and getting unstuck! (I say "public" very loosely... I have like 4 or 5 followers; who are greatly appreciated by the way).


I am not wired for selfish... ( and secretly inside I am hoping this reaches someone else also struggling with the same issues ... as I discovered Sally G.) back to being selfish...

In Sally's words that rang so true for me (no singing or music- none of us wants to hear me sing):

The Courage to Begin … Sally G.:
"Where Do I Begin? (originally written by Francis Lai, rewritten here by Sally G.)
Where do I begin?
To serve my Purpose as I know only I can,
A Purpose programmed by a vaster master plan,
To share my gifts so dying embers may be fanned,
Where do I start?
Like a growing child,
I want to Trust that magic happens just for me,
That all I need always arrives abundantly,
And all things tech I grasp and learn so easily,
Can’t this be so?
Can’t this be so in my reality,
Can wisdom flow, can I feel sure of me,
Can I let go, and feel secure
That all I have to give, will help another
Always tuned in, I’ll see the other,
Knowing my Intent, is that enough?
Why does self-doubt rise?
Why is it always that I’m standing in my way?
Slow to accept that no one else sees me this way?
Worried I’ll fail and harm someone along the way
These thoughts aren’t real.
I walk a path, created just for me,
I will become, all that I choose to be,
I need to Trust, my inner Truth
That yearns and calls to reach, beyond this bound’ry
I’ve put in place, though it’s not serving
Anyone at all, why is it there?
How long will it take?
To find the confidence to get out of my way,
To oust the demons that keep holding me at bay,
And render audible the voice that needs to say,
Right now, today …"

That is it for today... more on my revelations tomorrow... or the next day...